my life turns up side down.

it has been 2 weeks since i started a new life at IPG Penang. my life here quite okay but a bit miserable. i;m gasping for some air. need to rush here and there. climb up the hills.very tiring. someone couldn't not help me.! my BS{best scandal} making much more trouble to me..perhaps, i,m lacking of money..need to control my eating habit and diet some more to save up some coins..needed for my trip back to Kulim this Saturday. no one could be trusted anymore. hate them all. can any one help me.please Allah show me the way. i'm thinking it is more simple to be alone. back to days before. where i can enjoy my life fully. my allowance did get yet. my head keep thinking about money. need to buy books cost around RM200-300. my pay also didn't been paid yet. i need money right now. please.!