well, every single person in this peace world have this feeling called MISS(i mean rindu la :) i probably miss this person that had makes my day more colorful than before. he..yes the person is 'he' a man. he changed me a lot.he always accompanied me where ever i went,and full filled all my wishes(not all). he makes me smiles.he comfort me with his lovely Love, kindness, happiness and understanding. well as anyone else that know me earlier, i'm kind of miserable girl ever. and the most important is I HATE THE GUY.!! then, he appeared. he changed me, he control my anger(i'm totally hot-tempered kind) then, the most sweet thing is...he control my heart beats too..(it means i'm falling in love!) he's the first guy gave me a present. i like it the most..!!
but everything changed when he got accident. my life turns miserable.no one to talk on. no shoulder to cry on...every second i pray that he will recover soon. then i full filled my promise to buy our personal number. it was great to hear him again. every night flow very lovely till the day he doesn't reply my texts, didn't answer my calls. i was so confused.i'm scared that i'm doing something wrong. it almost 8.30pm.my phone rang. it was his mother on the line..she said.. he's gone forever. i thought it only kind of jokes.yes, its true. he's no longer in this world...i miss him.. a lot.. i just promised to see him this coming saturday at penang hospital.but it was too late..
